What today???

I am really confused today, after posting much of 'ME', today I had thought of writing about a subject which is not related to me, becoz in every thought I am involved, and why not, when It's me who is pondering over all the subjects.

So, Lets make it simple today, I am not writing some story, incidences or emotions today, let my fingers rule today, over my mind and lets see where I end up to...

I am not confused, but am having random numerous things today on my mind, that could be the reason that I am not able to concentrate over a particular subject... umm yea I am confused...

Is it like, Nothing on my mind.. a total blank, or I am having too many thoughts rushing in the grey matter???........  Hmmm, actually too many of them :( :(.. so many that, they can't be segregated...

I think I am troubled, and why so??.. mmm... mm.. there are so many deliverables of life, so many promises, that have been made to near ones and to self, those haven't been met yet.. so many goals in pending statuses.... where life is heading, no idea, sometimes it moves at the pace of a rocket, apparently and sometimes everything appears stagnant..

Today, I had started thinking in another perspective.. Don't know why and how, but while I was putting some winter coats and hoodies back, a thought came in my mind, will I be wearing them the next winters.. "Kal ho na ho".... what made me think so.. donno... or may be I know, which, I will explore in my future posts....

I don't have any emoticon to use today, no picture to amend as well, Am I sounding negative??... May be... or I am too abrupt today :-/.. So, before I end up writing something disastrous, I believe should go ahead and take a sound sleep..
 
Peace out!!